Are you a believer?? I ask this question today as we remember the Holy Apostles Peter and Paul. As we read about the lives of the Apostles we can easily see that these men were dedicated men. They were changed by the life and ministry of our Lord Jesus.
So I ask: Have we changed? How many of us have given up everything and fully embraced the mandate: “Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost?” (Matthew 28:19) Or how about: “Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men. And they straightway left their nets, and followed him?”(Matthew 4:19-20)
When we chose to fail in our attendance, our fasting, our prayer life, and our love of His creation I have to wonder, are we really believers? If what our Savior has to offer is so much greater than the worldly money, priorities and distractions, where are we now and what pagan has a hold of us? We all make excuses for our lacking.
The Holy Apostles were committed fully! Some of the records account that Apostle Paul was beheaded, Peter was crucified upside down, Andrew was crucified, Thomas was spearedto death, Philip was cruelly put to death, Matthew was burned alive, Bartholomew was crucified and beheaded, James (son of Zebedee) was beheaded, Simon the Zealot was crucified, James (son of Alphaeus) was crucified, Matthias was stoned and beheaded, Jude was crucified, John was cast into boiling oil but managed to escape.
And yet I here I am, a man full of excuses who says I am a believer but has not fully let go of the world. Maybe with prayer and the grace of God, I will one day fully embrace the offer that Christ has made each and every one of us and be a true follower of our Lord and not just a man full of excuses! Pray to God for us Holy Apostles!!!
Fr. Gabriel Weller 7-12-2019